Welcome to 2017! The New Year is here, and 4 days in I have already relapsed, cried myself to sleep, and been food restricting. Happy days!
There is constant pressure on that everyone should be a new person in the new year, but that is easier said than done. I wish and wish I could cut out my Anxiety, just because it’s the 1st January, that changes nothing.
I will still be attending all my appointments to help me get better, to help be a better me, but there will still be elements of old me left. Just because the year has changed, the fact the world turned around 360′ does not mean that the old me is left behind.
I keep saying and will keep saying, I won’t pin my hopes on this year, 2018 will be my year (She says!!)
~Monsters Living In My Mind~