Lazy

Hello Everyone!

I’m not lazy, I am far from it. Fighting a battle in my head every single day of my life, that would make anyone tired.

They say you become immune to tiredness, but in my case, this is not true. I may have done 0% exercise, and just been in my bed, but while laying in bed, my brain is finding 101 ways to kill myself.

The depression is taking over, that happiness in my brain is being overshadowed by a thundercloud.

The Anxiety is telling me that I should not be lazing around doing nothing, but then it’s telling my feet not to move, as something might be out there that will harm me.

I’m not lazy, I swear to you, I’m tired of fighting this battle in my head, and I need your help to stop it.

~Monsters Living In My Mind~

3 thoughts on “Lazy

  1. childofcynicism says:

    I understand, and I don’t think you’re lazy. I suffer from depression too-and sometimes even putting your socks on feels like enough to break you! If you need someone to talk to, I’m always here. I don’t mind talking in the comments, or if you’d prefer I have a private email-like I say, you don’t have to, but the option’s there 🙂 x

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