Missing people, missing that certain person in your life. I’m not talking about your lover, nor your family. I’m talking about your friends, the one friend who you thought would be by your side from now until the end, but things did not turn out like that exactly.
I gave you everything, my world revolved around you, I loved everything we did together, but now, we hardly see each other. We used to text every day, now we speak about twice a month. You know the worst thing, though? I could see this happening.
Right in front of my eyes, you were getting further and further away, until now, you are still there, still having that one piece of my heart, and me hanging onto something that will not happen. I hurt when I just think about it, each thought tears me piece by piece apart, wanting what we had before, I’m trying to pick up the pieces.
It’s like tearing up an old photo of us, and then trying to fix it. You can sellotape it and glue it as much as you want, but that picture will never be the same again, just like our friendship, it can never be the same again.
You moved on, you found something in life that you love doing, made new friends, and got to the happy life that you deserve. I’m so happy for you, but I wonder, do I ever come across your mind once every in a while? Do you ever get flashbacks of us? You made me so happy, and now you have found new happiness, but I’m still searching for that new happiness.
Thanks for the memories, you will always be in my thoughts x
~Monsters Living In My Mind~